Well... They're going to set up an appointment soon for me to see a psychiatrist, and then he'll prescribe me some heavy medication. Probably some SSRI, some anti-psychotics, maybe some mood stabilizers... who knows. We'll find out soon enough.

On the bright side, I finally decided what I want to do with my life. ^^ I'm going to go to medical college! I'm gonna become a doctor/psychiatrist. So far, there's no way to prove if someone has a chemical imbalance, so I'm gonna discover a way to figure it out! That way there will be proof... I know it sounds really stupid, but you wait... all of you will see... It may not be cancer, but this is a huge step too. Maybe I can help lower the suicide rate... Who knows... But this one will hit much closer to home than cancer would (or at least, I hope so).

~A very melancoly Alisa

[I'd still like to do that. You know, cure depression.]