When There's So Much Light, Why Do I Feel So Dark?

Next time I decide to buy a house, please, deter me from the thought. I'm not a big fan of moving... Or moving with a super sick and bitchy mom... Jeez... I stayed up so late those last couple of nights... for three days, I barely slept for like, an hour a night. And now my dog, Koori Metsuki (aka Ice Eyes) Is being quite the little pill. Eight weeks old, pure bred austrailian shepherd... he's quite the little pill.

Anyways... *yawns* I'm tired. I want to go home. And I'm sick of acting. Yeah, I know, you guys are like "I don't care" but... people say I've changed. Me? I just quit trying to be someone I'm *yawns* not. I'm not happy... never was, never have been... *yawns* just one of those things I guess.

For the past two weeks I've been listening to nothing but The Used, Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Cold, and Evanescence. It's been nice to finally be who I am. Mom's upset, saying I've gone goth and am going to kill myself or something stupid. Bah. What does she know.

Anyways... [Edit: Wtf?!]

Later days guys.

~Alisa