*sniffs* *cries some more* *sniffs again* Ok... I'm ok now...

*cries some more*

No poem for today... I have... too much on my mind to try and be poetic on purpose.

My friend... ok, so she's more than a friend. She's like my sister. We were raised together. We could call each other up and tell each what we ate for breakfast within two minutes of conversation. ...Or at least... at one point in time, she could have.

Have you ever loved someone so much, that it's a physical, dehabilitating pain in your chest? Sacrificed... Sacrificed so much for them... Ever made sacrifices that they will never even consider that you might have made? ...I hate it... I love her so much... and yet, she's blind. Wrapped up in the trends of tommorow, the hopes of yesterday... but never in the love of today. She has been decieved at the hands of her advesaries... let them tear her soul from her, rent her self esteem to pieces... and then have the nerve to call that pain pleasure. Whispering lies into her ear, twisting her mind until it snapped from the tension. ...I would do anything for her...

*sighs sadly and shakes her head*

Natalie, if you ever read this.... I love you, and I will always be here for you.

*sniffles*

~Alisa

[Edit: Still do.]