ARGHSHG:LHKSNBN:DLJ:K JKLLDFH DEATH! ><

Men should die. All of them.

And I should be the first person to go.

Ohs noes! you say. Alisa, you shouldn't say things like that! you remark. Screw you.

Heh, of course. The only males I've remotely felt attracted to, have shafted me. REPEATEDLY. And now, the one guy I might have actually had a chance with, maybe kinda sorta, has yet again... shafted me. Without knowing it too. And I'm doing nothing but creating a living hell for myself. AUGH! I don't know why either!

MOTHER OF ALL THINGS UNHOLY!

>< I hate this... Well, at least I'm doing a wonderful job of making my life horrid. I'm hooking up my best friend with my love interest. Wondrous. I get to see him oogle her all the time now. Gosh, I went out of my way to make this happen too! I skipped two periods with him, hoping to make him feel better, and then I went and started trying to get suggestions on how to get her to take him back! What am I thinking?!

Those of you who know me, know VERY well that I'm not a nice/good person. So I don't understand why this is happening. To me. Of all people.

I hate my life... ><

AND IF ANY OF YOU KNOW WHOM I'M TALKING ABOUT...

Then go away, don't read this, don't tell him, or ANYTHING. For I will smite thee with the fires of a million hells. ><